I think I am useless

Really useless!

In my whole life, I planned nothing

And never aim for anything

Always do things as it comes

Randomly making choices

Very indecisive

No commitment

Been missing opportunities given

Been regretting

Yet I learned nothing

Planning future never crossed my mind

Somehow I ended up here

And now no clues where I should go

Medicine or surgery??

Initially surgery, now I like medicine too!

shit la…. how to choose??

toss a coin?

dun tell me to choose what I like more… I dunno!!!    >:-(
(anyone that can help.. I belanja big meal!!)

5 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. sensored
    May 21, 2010 @ 23:31:02

    Bet, if deciding this is as easy as deciding what’s for dinner, something is seriously wrong with the options la.
    Just because you are hesitant about your initial choice doesn’t mean you are completely indecisive. It could simply means you are more experienced/more informed now and have more variables to consider. You could try the process of either (1) sit down with spreadsheet/Word column >> list both’s pros and cons >> stare long and hard >>decide OR/AND (2)visualize your future >> see you in 5 years time >> doing medicine/surgery. which life is happier/better/more fulfilled?

    -adoi panjang lebar. let me know how it goes!

  2. oput
    Jun 26, 2010 @ 23:52:10

    Hahaha bet siapa cakap you useless i will belasah him. even if its you saying it to yourself. be ready for a belasah… haha

    anyway , you choose anything you like lah , but kadang apa yang ada kalo di pertahankan juga nga ada salah nya , si boh ? … ya ga ? hehe kaya satu tangan mao hold 5 biji telur, tar telurnya jatuh2 deh…. wakakkaka….

    dont worry ya … hehe

  3. rr79
    Jun 27, 2010 @ 00:21:07

    wise reply from both of you!! many many thanks!!!

    edit: almost forgot both of u will get belanja! =)

  4. oput
    Jul 15, 2010 @ 13:37:07

    hehehe .. im here waiting patiently … if no kabar . i will have to terpaksa go there and find you …. haha how to goooo …… haihhhhh

  5. hakimah
    Aug 25, 2010 @ 20:40:00

    robert!!it has a long time since i last visited ur blog!! it has changed!! pink?? i never know u like pink..but i like it!!heheee…i thought u always want 2 be a surgeon? suddenly confused? actually this is not difficult,..just imagine urself as physician,like cardiologist..mayb Dr C?..u know who i’m talking about..and imagine urself as any surgeon..i only like one surgeon,cardiothoracic surgeon,nazzi’s consultant..but u nvr know him..so imagine urself as any surgeon that u know..then decide,which one look cooler,n much more important which one can attract more girls!!muahhaha

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